Any Robinhood of the new ages?

Well we all see disparity of wealth across the world
my question stems from an observation which says that the wealthy giant can get unfair advantage -then how will the balance come .. without empowering thw wealthless he will not gain more.. so he shall empower and eventually gain more out of them , as a cycle have quite a control over the circulation -- considering many of the wealthy players lobby to join hands (eg: the property owners/construction guys)may bend policies any be at an unfair advantage say for span like decades..this perspective may appear familiar but is a question ..once again to judge the incompleteness of this thought process..

Reason for Unhappiness

Somedays back i wondered what could be the reason of unhappiness,
one possible reason could be
because you dont know what makes you happy.... thats why you are unhappy/..

ya silly tho but yes its possible , atleast me - i dont clearly know wat actually makes me happy..
and similarly there are many who dont know what makes them happy
many know and many dont
and this is for those who dont try to find what makes them happy.. eh !!
but often its possible that you feel . realise that nothing makes you happy at all ..
nothing from the world is capable of making/ keeping you happy..

in that case when u dont have an answer as to what makes you happy , i feel meditation is what makes you happy ..
perhaps you may not have noted /explored but that just says when you know happiness cannot be externalised since you dont find a thing to make you happy..
thats where the truth of your happiness lies ... in meditation ...

small talk

so let me introduce you to my small self
yes yes my small self
my ego my small self
the sweet small self
who thinks its so limited
who executes in small boundary
who operates with the sense of the body
who lives daily and sees life with a beginning and end
who smiles in joy and frowns in sorrow
who wants to grow big but feels small
such is the small mind afterall
small with a small identity
small with a small sentiment
small but wants to feel important
small but wants to fly
small but unfulfilled
small but wants eternal joy :-)
small but wants all :-P

The mashup bug!

Yeah even i got the mash up craze, when i realised that kids of grade 8 would be the ones behind many of the evolving mashups and my mind came up with a plethora of mashups
but sooo many of them have already come up !! :-))(altho in a miniscule way.. yes but they have..)!!

eg: i thought of a mashup for buying and selling property globally with use of google maps n mapmyindia and sites like these mashup for ATM worldwide sorted on locations.. since ATM are not bank proprietory .. :-) ATMLocator
What cud teh biz model be..??AD based? aubscription based, payper search based?
i also thought of a couple of financial mash ups (lending borrowing / trading currency over the web) financial mashup like a personal finance management mashup for individuals and entrepreneurs..
also was brainstorming with a friend and campe up with online media rights exchange mashup for worldwide media.. creative media auctioning or content rights purchase or technology of media subcription bids or may be more stuff like that..
www.housingmaps.com (US rel.) , www.zopa.com, www.zhope.com (UK rel.)
http://docs.google.com

Analytics for so many of these social networking sites for business purposes or for google adsense /msn to choicefully advertise on pages for these-or some shit like that-- typically analytics on browsing to improve relevance of ads to surfers.. somuch of target bandwidth is still a waste..
while to load the free ads on yahoo msn rediff etc.. my internet bills hike up!! cost of free service
just becoz most sites gave services free for faster penetration the psyche is towards not paying for it.. but eventually they will :) somehow they are paying more than they think ..possible

Economic Philosophy

Philosophy of economics , economic philosophy
ya was reading some book on economics which spoke about optimum price of things and externality prices n all..
one likely fact which struck me was that philosophically - good economics is all about effort-less earning
economically-
you would choose not do something if the effort/pain is more than the outcome/pleasure.. (eg: you wont buy a 10,000/- gucci if the sweat you need to put for that is more than the pleasure of that gucci)
and the one who makes most is the one who is capable of the least effort input and the max output

somewhere this co-incides with my funda of optimum living.. that is effortless living- only when life is completely effortlessly lived will the maximum happiness state be lived..

since sometime my lazy mind is fascinated with the concept of effortless living :-)) and effortless nirvana...yaa i dont like going to job and slogging on for hours and feel pointless about the whole affair
it makes me feel like ive travelled so far but reached nowhere
now i know im too young to say this but hell.. i dont know i feel empty each time and start seeking all over again :-PP

is there anyway to get effortless Nirvana??

if truth makes you feel ugly and god hurts

What would you do when truth makes you feel ugly..
what would you do when god hurts..
what would you do when trust betrays
what would you do when sun strays

what would you do when god hurts..
what would you fight and whom would you rush to
what would you do if the comfort turns its back

what would you do when god hurts..
what would you do with the silence
what would you do with the witness of this world
whom would you cry out to if only witness stays

n i dont care for the witness - it only sees
what about the rest of my soul which feels
which loves, which hurts, which lives, which peels
this soul cannot be selfless -this soul expects ..
this soul expects justice, this soul wants to experience care
this soul expects a hello back, this soul expects a yo there!

this life is short and the expectation too big
a hello back , sorry man! - too emotional ,too much
i m me and you are free
bye bye, just that i cant let it be

To lie accurately

Aha! now thats nother thing i need to learn is to ...
lie accurately
i mean i know everybody lies and everybody hurts (may be becoz of lies)
yeah either they want to hear a lie or they dont want to (but the bottomline is its associated with lie)
i dont think to say the truth is that important
rather it is more important to tell the truth most appropriately -such that truth doesnt hurt
on the same line truth and lie are two sides of the same coin -
in short to say the truth appropriately can be translated as to lie accurately :-) yaa and not hurt anything or anyone... and still be truthful - but how can one do that?
morally -how can one lie accurately
where accuracy seems to be the key -- key to truth and key to understanding the misunderstanding :-))

indulgence in obsessions

Why are obsessions so much fun to live ?
yeah obsessions are fun , its like indulgence ..
was wondering i dont have too much in life , not too much art/talent and am therefore used to (may be still do) have this career obsession - yeah!
becoz i simply dont have anything better to do ;-P
and i was imagining a lukha life say suppose on an island -doing simple things earning a living -it wud make me feel so unobsessed so purposeless -so uncomfortable and i am therefore attached to indulging into thoughts of career and direction and all the coolness associated wid it.
wont deny its boring , very boring cuz i hardly have my gut /instinct feel on it
my obession with logic yeah kind of takes the upperhand here//..
yeah so ive discovered two of my indulgences already and yeah im addicted to them as i seem to indulge pretty much to avoid feeling jobless ;-) hehee..

there is also a blog associated with career- another buddy's obsessoin ;-)
http://www.careerintensity.com

Wish List

Yezsterday i came across this some page which asked for creating wishlist ,ghuess it was orkut

yeah..
so here goes my mind for a wishlist of things that may or may not exist while i feel i may need them ;-)
So here is my MANGTA HAI series :DD
1. I want to write my stuff not type it ..puhleeze
apart from punching numbers i dont think i really enjoy punching in keys..
nope -may be an enigineer is fine with the idea of typing code , while the creative / business people want more freedom of expression and style :P
So a gadget(notepad like ergonomic size) that can let me write with a pen and store everything
and yes it shud be inter-connectabel to any gadget in the world
and i can store tranfer capture all media data (text, audio,video, any)
2. I want alternative power generation source, example chappals / shoes that get charged when i walk and can power my phones/ ipods with the same.
Maybe have local elements (river water / breeze to power my home power needs), like may be a fan whose wings spin on motion on my car can help charge my car batters ?
Sewage/impure water to do power generation??
3.Also want simpler inventions .. yes i agree inventions that are R&D based, but im looking at the most basic level simple inevntions that solve/optimize many regular whacks
4.I want CO2 to give me clean O2 , i want CO2 to help my power generation - if plants/trees can photsynthesize , why cant a device have a similar mechanism may be..?
5.A mobile content service which provides video clips of news stories -click on news you wish to watch and pay only rs:100/ 0 for a month :-) ? wud that be feasible
work involved would only be of conversions to compressed low resolution formats of video streaming ?hungama are you listening? --Forget it since FOX and ABC already have it
this could be the long tail of "news" with the new media..
6.Think im short of time here.. will continue... a long list to go it is..

Retirement -n the telescoper

Retireing to Monkhood, my passion died
lesson learnt again, while my soul cried
have loved this life, its fragrance
the beauty, but it dried
its smiles, it music, the rythm but it dies
and the world shows its lies ...
of the perepheral - the ephemeral

between the truth of the roads
and of the travellers passing by
the journey had to end
beneath the blue sky
The telescoper says Hi..

i may seem like a loser - when i say good bye
well i havent won anything, i only gave it my try
u may say go back to the world, dont be shy
well my answer would be TELL ME WHY .
why why why why why why why

Lord call me back

Lord, call me back
i know you have been calling
so please make me come back
have lived the life- entire pack
have seen the pain , seen the pleasures
fought in vain n lived the measures
of the world and the people with the bargains
of moments of solitude -your treasure
i now seek my way back
that you have been calling long long away
make me worthy, help me answer your calling
im not at all a humble soul, but i know
that i need to get back
before this game from the 52 completes
have already seen the enough from entire pack
between the spades and the hearts
i have seeked your words of wisdom
and while me soul cried and u welcomed me back
call me back ,
i know you have been calling
make me worthy, help me come back

thoughts to - surrender

Surrender..
wipe the cobweb of thoughts that kidnap you
surrender this way
ignite the flame of trust that life provides you
surrender this way
open the champagne life has given you,open and set your spirit free
surrender this way
celeberate! celeberate the magic of life in full spirit
surrender this way
Cry cry till your heart aches and ears pour, express what aches
n surrender this way..
Breathe the fragrance of joy each day (in every way)
surrender this way
To the extent -Make a mystic of yourself
surrender anyway

HappY 2006 !! Ready for another Spin!!

the form of pure awareness

pure awareness touching you / sensing you
making you aware of yourself
such is the form of pure awareness

awareness - what more can i celebrate
the very truth of all existence
awareness as existence
awareness of existence
what more can i seek for
awareness is the truth of me
what more do i need to meet
other then meeting pure awareness
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awareness- what more can one celebrate

Last Post of this notorious n wild Year

.. n yep i v had a nice time around
while the earth was busy spinning all round ..

had crazy weeks and some lazy sundays
did some nasty things and perhaps left no trace :-P
did some good work and took nobodys case
yea did kick some arses as part of the bad days :-)

over all tried bringing justice on this earth
to get some game for this useless punk
yea its been fine so far ,being sober n drunk
lifes lessons are ongoing , it matters to know the inbetweens
yep n cherish as much :-)

cant leave such things mid-way
so i move on to another year, die another day!! :-)
P.A.R.T.Y people, life says - theres more to come,so dont go away

CTRL C +CTRL V

Cutting, Pasting (CTRL C +CTRL V) an old thing ..

i ask myself
as i walk further a little further
and some more ...
time ` it is which makes me smile
a trinkle in my brain
a thread, a remark, a worry, a question
of an incomplete journey
i want to know the reason /.. the essence the purpose
the sense n completeness to my walk
a walk it is , ....
may be i need to enjoy this walk
enjoy every motion of the walk -celebrate what each minute lingers ...
purpose has an end , destination too has a full stop
But what about life my sweetheart - it has no end
no beginning either

if u forgot my dear what eternity is
then dream , to uncover your present dream of mortality
and come be free , become free into this reality
Eternal as you are , and goals?? aah yes ! everlasting one's :P
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to end it by taking responsibility of my Perspective
i.e. human is always Only Limited by his own Mind ;)

Grey Hair or Gray Cells or Both

Hi,


Often most from the experienced Fraternity keep saying it's the Experience that matters..
Agreed - but they consider little the hazard that expereince does to most normal human beings..
Knowledge developed through years of experience apparently becomes frozen when gotten out for Solutions..
Agree that assimilated gyaan helps speed things and not re-invent fire n blah blah .. yes we all know that we've experienced it and heard it a several times ...
But very often the disaster that experience can become is not accounted for ..
The Stuck up ness and the obsessiveness with concepts truely contributes negatively at times plenty..
Whereas the Youngster with a clean slate , a wide open mind is happily inventing breakthroughs -construct New n easy answers from the same available data/disaster/situation .This pure experimentative being seems to show more insight to the visible which is a plus.
Experience matters , yes it counts -there is no denial to that - But you can be one sided by disaccounting facts and a very basic fact that even exp/knowledge has two sides ..

Similar analogy to those with Education n high degrees .. May simply turn out to be slaves to their theorems, merely limited by their learned stuff ..
Where as one who doesnt ahve any base/background or previous knowledge for the topic can seemingly solve deeper and ridiculous problems with ease.. or even create great methods n ways..
So you can be one sided in your approach -What needs to be valued better is Presence of Mind..
Yes the very theory of POM or common sense or practical intution or whichever way you call it-
Gyaan is great but combined with a whole lot of openness beyond the boundaries of gyaan ..
:-) yeas -- Right brain with Left Brain ..

Life's Like A L.I.E

L.I.E to you .. Thats the Truth ..
eh ..?
Yeah..
All is a lie. n all lie is also truth and all truth is lie too/
too old to have "lie"ved and too young to be"lie"ve
Never mind in any case Truth remains to be a lie and
Lie remains to be a truth ;-)

dont matter if ya get me .. coZ its all fake
whether u liek or disliek , its yur take ..

to catch when u make ..
is the only chance to the truth of ' lie '
yes! make - when u make
exactly when u make
thats the place to catch the underLYING TRUTH
got that ?

Photos (Courtesy 6600)

all pics are by courtesy (Nokia phone 6600)
Yep! This is Ram -my friendly neighborhood elephant, Lives pretty close to my bus stop and Takes a shower daily at the car washers with help of those water jets!!


Got lots more real!! interesting pics but havent uploaded to my comp yet .. WAIT UP a while ..

Minding my business of minding another's !!

Yeah - life full of paradox and sometimes i like it !!
I d love to mind my own business but .. before i mind mine i would love to do full fledged business analysis and business consulting and offering the most tempting solutions for all business propositions and business paradoxes :-)
To me this looks very interesting right now - solving (business) problems .. .. ..
madness to solve all hurdles and give crazy good unassumingly simple and profitable solutions ..
but baby i think i need to grow and grow more .. .. .. to do all this stuff and eventually enable firms to do it themselves ! :-) like Eli

Appetite for Self IMPortance

hey it's (y)early mo(u)rning and im up strongly "Wanting " something from myself /from my life..
a want , a big want
to be "DOING" something kick ass;
totally kick ass -
staying turned on , and tuned into life / reality prime time 24X7.
That thrill - that adrenalin rush and that sense of responsibility
like being a part of the rescue team in movie armageddon - i want that kind of self inportance/ sense of purpose/duty of saving the earth etc. .
My appetite for challenge right now looks immense to me . . and i feel like living/dying only on challenges and not bothering a bit on routine -
Yup, my melodramatic sense of greed for purpose/ hunger for sense of upliftment and great desire for total fulfillment is ready to take me anywhere - break any walls and take any blind risks - i just need to feel that immense passion and justice to drive me to do stuff i.e life changing - Mind Blowing
would 'nt mind being at kargil war like situtation- want to live short but Filled with Life !! !! !! such that each minute is L.I.V.E.D.
im writing/thinking all this coz im bored n i think i'm pathetic coz i dont choose to live every day at my personal best - i think i need a mission to take the best out of me :P
Anyway , hope self-introspection gives me a way .. Yeah and that is if im quiet enuff to turn my mind within (very naughty !! these days)