Any Robinhood of the new ages?

Well we all see disparity of wealth across the world
my question stems from an observation which says that the wealthy giant can get unfair advantage -then how will the balance come .. without empowering thw wealthless he will not gain more.. so he shall empower and eventually gain more out of them , as a cycle have quite a control over the circulation -- considering many of the wealthy players lobby to join hands (eg: the property owners/construction guys)may bend policies any be at an unfair advantage say for span like decades..this perspective may appear familiar but is a question ..once again to judge the incompleteness of this thought process..

Reason for Unhappiness

Somedays back i wondered what could be the reason of unhappiness,
one possible reason could be
because you dont know what makes you happy.... thats why you are unhappy/..

ya silly tho but yes its possible , atleast me - i dont clearly know wat actually makes me happy..
and similarly there are many who dont know what makes them happy
many know and many dont
and this is for those who dont try to find what makes them happy.. eh !!
but often its possible that you feel . realise that nothing makes you happy at all ..
nothing from the world is capable of making/ keeping you happy..

in that case when u dont have an answer as to what makes you happy , i feel meditation is what makes you happy ..
perhaps you may not have noted /explored but that just says when you know happiness cannot be externalised since you dont find a thing to make you happy..
thats where the truth of your happiness lies ... in meditation ...

small talk

so let me introduce you to my small self
yes yes my small self
my ego my small self
the sweet small self
who thinks its so limited
who executes in small boundary
who operates with the sense of the body
who lives daily and sees life with a beginning and end
who smiles in joy and frowns in sorrow
who wants to grow big but feels small
such is the small mind afterall
small with a small identity
small with a small sentiment
small but wants to feel important
small but wants to fly
small but unfulfilled
small but wants eternal joy :-)
small but wants all :-P

The mashup bug!

Yeah even i got the mash up craze, when i realised that kids of grade 8 would be the ones behind many of the evolving mashups and my mind came up with a plethora of mashups
but sooo many of them have already come up !! :-))(altho in a miniscule way.. yes but they have..)!!

eg: i thought of a mashup for buying and selling property globally with use of google maps n mapmyindia and sites like these mashup for ATM worldwide sorted on locations.. since ATM are not bank proprietory .. :-) ATMLocator
What cud teh biz model be..??AD based? aubscription based, payper search based?
i also thought of a couple of financial mash ups (lending borrowing / trading currency over the web) financial mashup like a personal finance management mashup for individuals and entrepreneurs..
also was brainstorming with a friend and campe up with online media rights exchange mashup for worldwide media.. creative media auctioning or content rights purchase or technology of media subcription bids or may be more stuff like that..
www.housingmaps.com (US rel.) , www.zopa.com, www.zhope.com (UK rel.)
http://docs.google.com

Analytics for so many of these social networking sites for business purposes or for google adsense /msn to choicefully advertise on pages for these-or some shit like that-- typically analytics on browsing to improve relevance of ads to surfers.. somuch of target bandwidth is still a waste..
while to load the free ads on yahoo msn rediff etc.. my internet bills hike up!! cost of free service
just becoz most sites gave services free for faster penetration the psyche is towards not paying for it.. but eventually they will :) somehow they are paying more than they think ..possible

Economic Philosophy

Philosophy of economics , economic philosophy
ya was reading some book on economics which spoke about optimum price of things and externality prices n all..
one likely fact which struck me was that philosophically - good economics is all about effort-less earning
economically-
you would choose not do something if the effort/pain is more than the outcome/pleasure.. (eg: you wont buy a 10,000/- gucci if the sweat you need to put for that is more than the pleasure of that gucci)
and the one who makes most is the one who is capable of the least effort input and the max output

somewhere this co-incides with my funda of optimum living.. that is effortless living- only when life is completely effortlessly lived will the maximum happiness state be lived..

since sometime my lazy mind is fascinated with the concept of effortless living :-)) and effortless nirvana...yaa i dont like going to job and slogging on for hours and feel pointless about the whole affair
it makes me feel like ive travelled so far but reached nowhere
now i know im too young to say this but hell.. i dont know i feel empty each time and start seeking all over again :-PP

is there anyway to get effortless Nirvana??

if truth makes you feel ugly and god hurts

What would you do when truth makes you feel ugly..
what would you do when god hurts..
what would you do when trust betrays
what would you do when sun strays

what would you do when god hurts..
what would you fight and whom would you rush to
what would you do if the comfort turns its back

what would you do when god hurts..
what would you do with the silence
what would you do with the witness of this world
whom would you cry out to if only witness stays

n i dont care for the witness - it only sees
what about the rest of my soul which feels
which loves, which hurts, which lives, which peels
this soul cannot be selfless -this soul expects ..
this soul expects justice, this soul wants to experience care
this soul expects a hello back, this soul expects a yo there!

this life is short and the expectation too big
a hello back , sorry man! - too emotional ,too much
i m me and you are free
bye bye, just that i cant let it be

To lie accurately

Aha! now thats nother thing i need to learn is to ...
lie accurately
i mean i know everybody lies and everybody hurts (may be becoz of lies)
yeah either they want to hear a lie or they dont want to (but the bottomline is its associated with lie)
i dont think to say the truth is that important
rather it is more important to tell the truth most appropriately -such that truth doesnt hurt
on the same line truth and lie are two sides of the same coin -
in short to say the truth appropriately can be translated as to lie accurately :-) yaa and not hurt anything or anyone... and still be truthful - but how can one do that?
morally -how can one lie accurately
where accuracy seems to be the key -- key to truth and key to understanding the misunderstanding :-))

indulgence in obsessions

Why are obsessions so much fun to live ?
yeah obsessions are fun , its like indulgence ..
was wondering i dont have too much in life , not too much art/talent and am therefore used to (may be still do) have this career obsession - yeah!
becoz i simply dont have anything better to do ;-P
and i was imagining a lukha life say suppose on an island -doing simple things earning a living -it wud make me feel so unobsessed so purposeless -so uncomfortable and i am therefore attached to indulging into thoughts of career and direction and all the coolness associated wid it.
wont deny its boring , very boring cuz i hardly have my gut /instinct feel on it
my obession with logic yeah kind of takes the upperhand here//..
yeah so ive discovered two of my indulgences already and yeah im addicted to them as i seem to indulge pretty much to avoid feeling jobless ;-) hehee..

there is also a blog associated with career- another buddy's obsessoin ;-)
http://www.careerintensity.com

Wish List

Yezsterday i came across this some page which asked for creating wishlist ,ghuess it was orkut

yeah..
so here goes my mind for a wishlist of things that may or may not exist while i feel i may need them ;-)
So here is my MANGTA HAI series :DD
1. I want to write my stuff not type it ..puhleeze
apart from punching numbers i dont think i really enjoy punching in keys..
nope -may be an enigineer is fine with the idea of typing code , while the creative / business people want more freedom of expression and style :P
So a gadget(notepad like ergonomic size) that can let me write with a pen and store everything
and yes it shud be inter-connectabel to any gadget in the world
and i can store tranfer capture all media data (text, audio,video, any)
2. I want alternative power generation source, example chappals / shoes that get charged when i walk and can power my phones/ ipods with the same.
Maybe have local elements (river water / breeze to power my home power needs), like may be a fan whose wings spin on motion on my car can help charge my car batters ?
Sewage/impure water to do power generation??
3.Also want simpler inventions .. yes i agree inventions that are R&D based, but im looking at the most basic level simple inevntions that solve/optimize many regular whacks
4.I want CO2 to give me clean O2 , i want CO2 to help my power generation - if plants/trees can photsynthesize , why cant a device have a similar mechanism may be..?
5.A mobile content service which provides video clips of news stories -click on news you wish to watch and pay only rs:100/ 0 for a month :-) ? wud that be feasible
work involved would only be of conversions to compressed low resolution formats of video streaming ?hungama are you listening? --Forget it since FOX and ABC already have it
this could be the long tail of "news" with the new media..
6.Think im short of time here.. will continue... a long list to go it is..

Retirement -n the telescoper

Retireing to Monkhood, my passion died
lesson learnt again, while my soul cried
have loved this life, its fragrance
the beauty, but it dried
its smiles, it music, the rythm but it dies
and the world shows its lies ...
of the perepheral - the ephemeral

between the truth of the roads
and of the travellers passing by
the journey had to end
beneath the blue sky
The telescoper says Hi..

i may seem like a loser - when i say good bye
well i havent won anything, i only gave it my try
u may say go back to the world, dont be shy
well my answer would be TELL ME WHY .
why why why why why why why

Lord call me back

Lord, call me back
i know you have been calling
so please make me come back
have lived the life- entire pack
have seen the pain , seen the pleasures
fought in vain n lived the measures
of the world and the people with the bargains
of moments of solitude -your treasure
i now seek my way back
that you have been calling long long away
make me worthy, help me answer your calling
im not at all a humble soul, but i know
that i need to get back
before this game from the 52 completes
have already seen the enough from entire pack
between the spades and the hearts
i have seeked your words of wisdom
and while me soul cried and u welcomed me back
call me back ,
i know you have been calling
make me worthy, help me come back

thoughts to - surrender

Surrender..
wipe the cobweb of thoughts that kidnap you
surrender this way
ignite the flame of trust that life provides you
surrender this way
open the champagne life has given you,open and set your spirit free
surrender this way
celeberate! celeberate the magic of life in full spirit
surrender this way
Cry cry till your heart aches and ears pour, express what aches
n surrender this way..
Breathe the fragrance of joy each day (in every way)
surrender this way
To the extent -Make a mystic of yourself
surrender anyway

HappY 2006 !! Ready for another Spin!!

the form of pure awareness

pure awareness touching you / sensing you
making you aware of yourself
such is the form of pure awareness

awareness - what more can i celebrate
the very truth of all existence
awareness as existence
awareness of existence
what more can i seek for
awareness is the truth of me
what more do i need to meet
other then meeting pure awareness
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awareness- what more can one celebrate